holy shit.. yesterday we were drivin down the road and my van wuz drivin funny, so we pulled over and i looked at the tires- they looked fine. we started to drive again it wuz shakin i looked out the window and the back tire wuz movin back and forth.. we went to pull over again and the back left tire flew off !!!! we pulled back into the emergency lane... we thought the van wuz gonna flip over or we were gonna run into a tree. my mom is still shakin up but i wuz actually fine the whole time. i just sat there. the good thing wuz it stoped raining , the whole way from n.c. it rained til the middle of jersey. thank god it stoped cuz the breakes fell out when we pulled over.  im kinda depressed by all of it.. just knowin that it is so easy to die, wut would my family do. scary thought, ya no?

so me and stef went to 600 last night and it suxed ass!! dude thurr wuz lil kids thurr, and it wuz empty as fuck dude! so we left after 40mins and went to the board walk for like 5mins then went back and had her dad come get us - he took us to brett's house then brett and tj took us back to stef's and we went swimmin til 1am and played football. dude the ball hurts when u get hit in the head. i ended up slammin my head in to a wall and got hit in the eye w/ a piece of the ball- that hurt very bad aslo. i had fun though.

today i went to the beach and for a bike ride w/the boys. i have gone to the beach almost every day. i have to leave tomorrow morn at like 8-ish.

it is vey hot, or @ least i am right now. last night i had a weird dream bout these 2 girls that i wuz talkin to and it turned out they were gay so i made fun of them, they started killin ppl and then me. it wuz very freaky. then i had a dream bout joe  and something else, i cant remember.  and the wind wuz blowin again and the radio- i cant sleep anymore. it sux! and they way i sleep i end up on my elbow all night and it hurt they next day.  today wuz ok i slept til 10:27 and then took a shower and cleaned the house and watched tv.  watchin will&grace right now. pretty funny. sharon ozbourne is on herre!!! she is so funny.  lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala

4:20!!!!

yea its monday- tonight all the good shows r on : yes,dear- still standing- everybody loves raymond- two and a half men- and csi:miami. i love all these shows! they r so good. today i had a hugh headache and major pains all over my body- it sucked so much- i cleaned my room again, my dog keeps messin it up and trackin dirt in. i am so hungry cant wait til my dad gets done w/my food.

i miss joe so much!!! last night we went to shells and to the movies. im so happy when i with him. he is sooo much fun. he smells soooooo good. we spent 7hrs together yesterday. im goin to laughlin next month so i will c him there. me and him have so much fun together. i luv him he is so real and cool to b with.